Thursday, April 28, 2011

In Control of Life!!!

Finally I think I m getting some where in my life. I have a goal and an aim. Funny that being lonely I m able focus more. Now I have time to thibk about myself and analyse what are my priorites and demands in life. Life was not so easy sometime back when I had friends with me who could help me go forward in this direction. I guess I have over come the fear by facing it without any support. I did take the step forward and faced all the hurdles that came in the path. This was really a long test and a very important learning experience of my life. My future is still in shades of dark but then I have decided which path to take. I do not know what will happen next or what will be the end result but then I know I am not afraid of it. I m in full control of my life.


Monday, April 4, 2011

Sometimes I'm so BLANK...

Sometimes I am so blank that I cant read myself. I cant think of anything around me. I just want to hold on to some one who I used to when things were different. I get sick to think of the reality now. Things change so fast and we move on so easily. We dont even have time to go back in mind and think of the time we used to spend together. I can still remember her eyes so full of enery so full of excitement there was some magic sparks in them. Her eyes told so many things at a time and yet kept so many things disclosed. When she closed her eyes she looked like cherubin. Oh I wished so much to hold her in my arms and stop the time line forever.